cause it's gonna be the future soon

[pauraque_bk]

Black Temple is fun but I wish it weren't so... dreary.

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Also things have just been... hm insane. I had to go off hormones for about 3 months due to losing my insurance (back on now), and I grossly underestimated how horrible that was going to be. I dunno if any transpeople read this, but srsly don't ever go off hormones even for "a little while" if you can possibly help it. It won't "probably be fine".

What else. I am in kind of a developing new relationship, after being totally uninterested in dating or sex (with other people anyway) for several years. It is scary and exciting, frequently at the same time.

Relatedly, I'm thinking about where I'm going to live in the future, and what the process will be like of getting my brother transitioned to living on his own. He's able to do a lot by himself now, but I haven't ever pushed for his independence because I basically didn't see any reason to. It's not a living situation that I particularly mind, and I never had any motivation to want to live elsewhere. But both of us can do better for ourselves, can grow more, and grow up more, if we take the opportunity.

Many other things. Due to various twists of fate I'm seeing my old therapist again... like from six years ago. Nothing like that to make you consider how far you've come in six years, and yet how stuck you still are in some ways.

Comments

[woolf.livejournal.com]

Grats on Supremus. :) BT gets a little less dreary -- but not much, and not soon. :P

[pauraque]

We did Najentus, Shade, and Teron too. We knew the first part of BT was supposed to be easy, but... gee. Shade especially was a joke, I was expecting at least like nine more phases. :P

I'm kinda bummed that it looks just like the rest of SMV since that's my least favorite zone, but at least we got out of the sewer part. After SSC I'm done with raiding giant toilets.

[tekalynn.livejournal.com]

Oh, OUCH. I'm glad you've got your hormones back.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_hannelore/]

HAI. I will delete this ridiculous message later, but if for some reason you are looking at LJ during bio breaks, add the toon 'Goatcheez' to your friends list so I can whisper you. I found a loophole on a trial account, because I am teh queen of loopholes. :P

[pauraque]

No player named 'Goatcheez' is currently playing...

[bardsmaid.livejournal.com]

::waves hello:

We've been talking about 'Oil' over here, in case you want to check it out. :-)

[alchemia.livejournal.com]

3 months??? I can't imagine. I get close to suicidal if I miss one day!

[idlerat.livejournal.com]

Wow! A lot going on!

Going off hormones sounds *so awful*, based on my experiences with hormone-based drugs for asthma & with trying to go off SSRIs. Congratulations on surviving.

New relationship!!!!!!

When you say where you're going to live, do you mean like, what house? Or do you mean you are thinking of leaving the BA?

Thanks for catching us up on your news, albeit briefly. xoxox

[splittingsun.livejournal.com]

Hey,

Hopefully this isn't too weird...I read your fic "For Gods to Menace Fools" a long time ago (and LOVED it!), and I've recently had the urge to re-read it, but the link I have is locked, as is the one in your memories. Is it posted anywhere else (I feel like I've looked everywhere...)?

Thanks!