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Mar. 2nd, 2008 04:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pauraque_bkI keep thinking I'm going to post something. :P
Change doesn't occur through sudden revelation, it's a process. Easier to go on a crash diet than to eat healthy food every day for the rest of your life, you know? I'm trying to adjust. To be softer, to relinquish power, not to force my will on every relationship. But to do it in a way that doesn't crush my personality, such as it is. So it gets to be like constantly adjusting the water hotter and colder ~ too hot, too cold, too hot, too cold. I hope people will forgive me for it. I'm trying. I fail a lot.
I've gone on a ridiculous writing streak. It's also maybe part of being vulnerable, just writing and writing without concealing the process.
Need to go outside now. It's a pretty day. I can't remember where I read this recently, it might actually have been on Wil Wheaton's blog, but something about "all the ideas are outside". You don't get ideas sitting at your computer desk. Well maybe some people do. :)
Change doesn't occur through sudden revelation, it's a process. Easier to go on a crash diet than to eat healthy food every day for the rest of your life, you know? I'm trying to adjust. To be softer, to relinquish power, not to force my will on every relationship. But to do it in a way that doesn't crush my personality, such as it is. So it gets to be like constantly adjusting the water hotter and colder ~ too hot, too cold, too hot, too cold. I hope people will forgive me for it. I'm trying. I fail a lot.
I've gone on a ridiculous writing streak. It's also maybe part of being vulnerable, just writing and writing without concealing the process.
Need to go outside now. It's a pretty day. I can't remember where I read this recently, it might actually have been on Wil Wheaton's blog, but something about "all the ideas are outside". You don't get ideas sitting at your computer desk. Well maybe some people do. :)
