posting this before I forget

I have not seen The Avengers yet. I had a dream that I was watching it, and trying really hard to like it, and thinking "well this character is kind of cool, I could write fic about him" but then things kept happening that made me go "wow this is really dumb and bad and I dislike it", and it was associated with a lot of anxiety.

Apparently I worry in my subconsious that I'm not capable of liking the things other people like because I'm broken somehow? This is not a thing I worry about when I'm awake. Sigh.

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