posting this before I forget

[pauraque_bk]

I have not seen The Avengers yet. I had a dream that I was watching it, and trying really hard to like it, and thinking "well this character is kind of cool, I could write fic about him" but then things kept happening that made me go "wow this is really dumb and bad and I dislike it", and it was associated with a lot of anxiety.

Apparently I worry in my subconsious that I'm not capable of liking the things other people like because I'm broken somehow? This is not a thing I worry about when I'm awake. Sigh.

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[thimble-kiss.livejournal.com]

Aw! I feel that fandom has taken to the wings like a huge flock of migratory birds heeding a primal call. While I'm left here alone flapping my little wings and I can sort of feel the tug of the primal call but I know it's not for me, this time.

Okay, now I'm making myself sad. But I kind of get the subconscious sense of pressure, is what I'm saying. *g*

(And I know that I'm going to like it, because it's got Scarlett Johansson in it being awesome, but I'm pretty sure that's only going to make me more of a Scarlett fangirl, not an Avengers fangirl.)